You don't deserve to be lonely, but those drugs you got won't make you feel better.

Sometimes I think I like feeling miserable. It's better than feeling nothing. I get so bored. I don't know if I can be happy anymore. I'm a mess I guess. All the Elliott Smith songs can't save me now. If I'm Charlie from Perks, I don't know how many Sams I've let go of. I'm not assertive at all and I'm too tired to be confrontational anymore.