Why am I still single?

Hahah I don't know why people are constantly asking me that yet not doing anything to change it. I know exactly why though. My standards are too high and I think too much of myself. I know what I want and I won't settle for any less. I've met perfection and that's what I hope to attain. How can you even if think of being with me without meeting said requirements? We have moments in life where you know if you had said or done something different, it could have changed everything. Some moments we take hold of and some we let slip us by. Perhaps what could have been a short term relationship turned into a long term friendship instead. Doesn't friendship last longer than love? After all, friendship requires love too, but on a less shallow level. Maybe you didn't think it was a moment until you think about it in hindsight. So the next time you take her to the mountains to see the stars, and it's raining and you drive her home in your Mercedes-Benz, and you want to kiss in the rain, ask her, "Have you ever kissed in the rain?" Because she could be your last chance at happiness. The next time she says she'll see you in a month, wait for her. Cherish those moments because maybe there won't be a next time. It's too late for regrets. I don't believe in them anyway.

Viktor and I went to Old Town today and we met an old-coworker whom neither of us remember. We found out the girl at the jewelry store's name is Anastasia and that she's underage and probably Russian I'm guessing. Hahah. Ironic how you don't even bat an eye at anyone else when you have a popstar in your sights. The next person I date will be the last. I'm tired of flings. I want forever.